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2022.01.24 16:42 Langy1799 Help finding an IU quote
I know this may be an obscure request for help but does anyone know of the video where IU mentions that people should listen to her music as a hobby and not to be obsessed with Kpop musicians?
I saw a post about it on Instagram but I cannot find it anymore.
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2022.01.24 16:42 ThrowAwayRAOneYear My now ex (19) left me (21) hurt with absolutely no closure whatsoever and I don't know what to do.
TLDR; My girlfriend of one year left me in an instant after a month of being cold an distant to me. She had no closure to offer and I am miserable.
Hi, so the story starts out like this. I've been with a really awful set of women in the past. I had to go to court with one who threatened to kill me, one used me for money and everything she could before trying to ruin me and my company, etc. It's been fun.
So last year I decided to go on Tinder and met this girl (Let's call her A). I was really stressed and suicidal at the time and A was also stressed, and we talked a little and agreed to just hang out and cuddle to feel better and have fun. We ended up staying at a hotel and had a great time, and we caught feelings for each other. There was a small break where I said I maybe wasn't ready since I was suicidal and I didn't want to hurt her by having her attached to me, but as I got a therapist shortly after and got better, we decided to meet up again and started dating. It was wonderful. We didn't have the same views on a lot of things, but that didn't matter to either of us. We were just so happy to be in the presence of each other. We would always hold hands, kiss, cuddle, hug, any time we had the chance. We would always crack jokes, and I would try and see her once or twice a week since we lived in different boroughs of NY. But it was enough and I was so happy, and so was she. To this day she says she was never happier than when she was with me. I agree. But she goes to school at a two year here in NY, and has to transfer to LA for her four year degree. We both previously talked about it and we agreed we didn't want long distance so we would enjoy what we had while she was still here. So here's what happens.
Before Christmas, family said they needed to move into my house so they did. My plan was on Christmas eve to see A and meet her mom's side of the family, and then on Christmas to see my best friend and his family. Unfortunately, someone in my house got covid, and I didn't want to risk giving it to A, her family, or my best friend and his family, so I canceled both. Turns out A and her whole family get covid anyways, and they were stuck inside for around 2 weeks. I felt awful and offered to do everything from coming over to take care of A and her family and bring soup, etc. She didn't want me over. Here she starts being distant and cold. For those two weeks I feel her just not being as chatty, not having fun talking to me, etc. I asked and she just said she wasn't feeling well so I accepted it and dropped it. She gets over covid and I keep asking when we can hang out and she keeps making dates that don't make sense. I try calling here and there and she's giving me an attitude that makes me feel like I'm being a nuisance to her. then I get covid. Now, besides this, I am in a very bad spot and at my lowest. So much has happened this last month and I am miserable from it all. I am at an extremely low point. So I'm stuck in bed with covid, all alone in my house stuck with my own thoughts. Not one thing from her. The most she can say is "://" as a response to me having covid. I felt horrible, it was my second time getting it and I'm vaxxed. I felt like garbage and she could hear it in my voice. I felt so hurt at the time, like she didn't care about me. A few days in I said screw it and asked why she's been this way, and she said that our relationship was pointless and she's been thinking for this month that she hasn't seen me and realized she doesn't want to deal with the heartbreak later when she leaves and would rather deal with it now.
Now, I get this. But the way she did it was so rude. For a month, she really treated me like she didn't like me or like I was a chore or someone she was forced to speak to, during one of my lowest months, I do everything I can for her when she has covid (or at least offer to since she didn't want me there) and she couldn't care less for me when I got it. Not only that, she called us "pointless" and I ended up calling her and she admitted she was being selfish and an asshole, but that was how she felt. My relationship ended in 20 minutes, I woke up, texted her, that happened, we called, done. I was miserable. We removed each other on snap and instagram because I was hurt and apparently she wanted this anyways.
I ask her the next day to call because it ended too fast. She does call, and she apologizes for calling us pointless, saying she didn't mean it and I understood because she's been trapped in her house for a month with only her thoughts. I urged her to be honest with me about her feelings and told her I just wanted to be there to help her. I love her so much and she means the world to me. She said she still has feelings for me, she cares about me, but she can't explain how she feels. I have to get a sweater back from her, so we agree to meet during her school break the next day and talk a little more.
I see her, she's still treating me like she loves me. We hug for a really long time when I see her at first, have our arms around each other, are holding hands and go into a starbucks to talk about this. I offer to get her food since she apparently also hasn't been eating, and we talk. She pulls out and smokes a cigarette outside, something I haven't seen her smoke since last year, when she was incredibly stressed out. It scared me. I ask her about everything. She does everything to reassure me that it isn't my fault and I did nothing wrong. She then says it's not fair to me to be in this relationship which I say is totally not true because this breakup has been more awful and harmful than being in this relationship ever could. She essentially protected her own feelings by hurting me and doesn't really care, just wanted to end what we had in less than a day, at my lowest, while treating me like crap the entire month prior. I tell her that's not true and I just want to be with her, and I missed her for this whole month and I care so much about her. It's true, she really means the world to me. I admit she gave me the best year of my life and she says that I also gave her an amazing, happy year. I told her she doesn't have to be alone (she's been alone a lot of her life, and is very open about it) She tells me she can't give me closure or explain this feeling at all and she's sorry. I'm crying my eyes out at this point saying I don't want this, I don't want this to be the last time I see her, I love her and missed her so much, this is so sudden and it hurts so much. She goes to compare this to the time we had to take a break because I was suicidal, and I ask if she is too, and she says yes but a minute later says that's not really the cause and idk. She seemed very heartless and blunt about it but at the same time was being so caring, she hugged me while I cried, kissed my hands, my forehead, held onto me until what seemed like she was going to cry, where she let go, turned around and walked out the store to be alone and head back to school. I just sat there and cried until I left.
I later text her the next day saying i respect what she is going through and am trying very hard to come to terms with it, and she has my number if she needs it. A few days go by and I'm not doing good at all, really bad actually. I see from her Instagram story that it seems like she's just living her life normally, and happily at that. it hurt to see. I texted her this message about how its hard to cope with this with no closure while missing her, everything felt so sudden, etc. she doesn't even open it and is just posting stuff on her instagram story. i send an apology, and later tell her im sorry and im not trying to bother her or anything like that, but it is extremely hard to cope with this pain with no closure, losing her so suddenly, being cut off cold turkey, and just being left at that. i probably should not have been texting all this and just left the situation alone but this really hurt and i didn't know what else to do. the only person with the key to my closure is actively ignoring me, in fact, she seems happier that im out of her life. she's just posting about how hot matt murdock is from NWH (sorry for spoilers if you havent seen it yet) and all this other stuff that just shows shes honestly very happy and in a good place. it hurts. it feels like she spent the entire month just training herself to not like me anymore to be happier without me and left me to pick up the pieces. I am miserable and I don't know what to do. Any advice on how to move on from something like this?
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2022.01.24 16:42 Positive-Design5645 Eyesight - astigmatism
Good evening all,
I'm not sure how readily available the information is, but I found out today that the eyesight requirements cutoff regarding astigmatism are:
Flying roles(including RPAS) +/- 2 dioptres Other roles +/- 3 dioptres
Now this may be fairly niche as you may all not have as bad eyesight as me, but I feel its a handy thing to know for those looking to join/applying.
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2022.01.24 16:42 Gordwait Heated steering wheel suddenly an option?
SR3+ March 2021. Up until this week, there was a software upgrade ($400) to add heated rear seats, but no mention of the steering wheel. I assumed that was because the hardware wasn't installed.
Today the same cold weather upgrade says "includes heated steering wheel"..
Support says if the app shows it, then no extra hardware required.
Anyone added this yet?
I'd like this option.. might just go for it.
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2022.01.24 16:42 sirius_mann One to beat the winter blues ❤️
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2022.01.24 16:42 Beckles28nz U.S. discussing military deployment near Ukraine with NATO allies
2022.01.24 16:42 kakomes Found this TriRes %mf boots today, any good?
2022.01.24 16:42 U_S_A1776 Looking for advice
Grandparents are catholic and want to get me a catholic medal/ saint necklace for me since I’m am entering the military soon, little weary because 1 I’m not catholic I’m Christian and 2 seems a little like an idol just looking for advice
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2022.01.24 16:42 Dogbackflip Does this count as a map?
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2022.01.24 16:42 mircea5533 Relaxing nature sounds - calming water sounds in the forest
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2022.01.24 16:42 appropriate_okay Just picked Kaya up for $30 from FB marketplace! Her meet outfit has some blood?? stains on it, how can I try to remove it on this material? Her hair turned the water yellow but she’s all clean now besides her clothing! 😬
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2022.01.24 16:42 jamangold [Citation Needed]
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2022.01.24 16:42 HutchHouston Illustrated Life Rhodesia was a regularly issued magazine for much of the history of Independent Rhodesia
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2022.01.24 16:42 ivanmorgillo CWTI - From the trenches: dev horror stories and cringe with Mark Allison
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2022.01.24 16:42 donottouchwillie1 Y&T - All American Boy
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2022.01.24 16:42 Kooky-Ad4770 Found - AirPods Pro - Near Sation
I hope this is an appropriate place to post this. Just over a week ago, I found some AirPods Pro between New Walk & the station.
I have been trying to work out how to get these back to their rightful owner and thought I would try here.
If you are missing these or if you know somebody who has lost them, please get in touch. If you can describe them to me, I’ll arrange to get them back to you.
Please help me to make somebody’s day.
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2022.01.24 16:42 safexsilver My little new friends just arrived!
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2022.01.24 16:42 G1Megatron LF: A trustworthy and known redditor
2022.01.24 16:42 DCFC1884 1847 7076 6540 - Mega Aerodactyl on now - taking 10 remote
1847 7076 6540 - Mega Aerodactyl on now - taking 10 remote
Aiming for 10. Will leave and rejoin the lobby so stay in.
Starting immediately after accepting friend requests.
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2022.01.24 16:42 VegetablePhilosophy3 Hello. I got some crashes recently. So if anyone knows why is this? The rig rebooted automatically and its working again? Thanks
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2022.01.24 16:42 TorinLike Looks straight out the Martinaise
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2022.01.24 16:42 ama7132 I’m excited to scratch another wanted set off my childhood bucket list. I always viewed Lego 6276 as the pinnacle Imperial Guard set, and it’s architectural design was both advanced for its time and has aged gracefully.
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2022.01.24 16:42 Jennys_Got_A_Gun Engine Machine and Supply closed?
Does anyone know about this? I used to take car parts to them and have them machined, but a buddy just told me they're closed for good. Does anyone know what the owners did with all of their tools? Im curious if they're selling some of their mills and lathes.
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2022.01.24 16:42 Vivid_Land Regice - adding 20 9950 7627 3443 3466 7941 6432
2022.01.24 16:42 Blacktitan8 I keep seeing some scripts coming into my game pooping out of nowhere in things and then when I see it It pops away to something else it has no name and nothing inside!