I almost did something really racist and I rightfully feel like shit

2021.10.21 17:02 Pale-Consideration-3 I almost did something really racist and I rightfully feel like shit

Hello everyone! I really appreciate your help with this because it’s something that been bugging me and keeping me up at night. Here’s some context: I am a person of color but I am not black. I go to a predominantly white school. The other day I along with three friends were all in the car listening to music. All of the people in the car except for myself are white. We were listening to rap and the n word came up on multiple occasions. They never said it. There was an instant were I didn’t say the n word (I would never say it, I’m not black so I don’t. That’s not my history and not my word to reclaim), but I did say the first syllable. And I hate myself for it. I’m consumed with so much guilt and I can’t go half an hour without cringing and regretting it. At the time of the incident, everyone sort of paused for half a second but then just went on as if nothing happened. I guess what I’m saying is what should I do to reconcile with the fact that I almost did something terribly racist. I’m not about to apologize to the people I was in the car with cause none of them are black. And the issue is I’m considered the “woke” friend everyone comes to about issues like these. I’m not looking to be pitied or told that I did nothing wrong but I’m having an identity crisis cause everyone thinks I’m really socially conscious and I messed up. Any advice would be welcomed. Hell even hate on me.
TDLR: I, a person of color but not black, almost said the n word while listening to rap music with a bunch of white people. What’s something actionable I can do?
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